Great!!!

Car Scratch....

Just two days before Internal Test of 3rd semester, after a day long touch with the book, I decided to accompany my parents to Mapusa. We visited the temple first. It was a great atmosphere there, with many people around. I realised some sort of relaxation for myself. We later moved onto the market. On the way we halted on a shop. It was totally crowded with traffic jam. My father managed to get a parking place our car. I was advised to sit in the car as incase any problem occurs then I can adjust the car there. As my parents walked towards the shop, I felt like our car was acquiring almost some part of the busy road. So I decided to move the car ahead a little bit. And in doing this my car touched the bumper of a Maruti Omni. I was shocked because it was my first mistake in my one year driving carrier. More scary was the situation due to the driver of the vehicle was there around and he witnessed the incident. I parked my car properly, but the immediate task was to face the driver of the Omni vehicle. I took a dep breathe didnt move out of the vehicle for almost 30 seconds until he himself opened my car door. This time around I put forth myself as if I was not aware of the incident. That person almost 25 years of age well behaved with me although I was frightened a bit. He cautioned me for the scratch was not much as in case there was damage caused to the car then he would have quarreled with me and might have demanded me to do the repairs else pay for the repairs. I remained calm since I was the main culprit behind this incident. In a moment he asked me if I had license. I felt myself very much depressed as my driving maturity was totally wipped off by that question. I replied positively then in a moment he gave me a soft smile and started moving away. I later questioned him, "Now if I had caused damage to your vehicle then you might have fought with me, alongside I gave him realisation of if I was in his place what efforts I would have taken." The driver was eager to know my answer. I replied saying, "if any such incident happens I would have instead assumed the mistake of no worth as it must not be purposely committed. Mistakes do happen, sometimes knowingly or unknowingly. After all we are human beings, there is no need to hamper alot until there is actual loss that can possibly be solved with understanding between the two parties. He found me as of having very childlike attitude.
This incident definitely brought about nerves in myself towards driving. I am quite satisfied at the end of the and in composing this blog I feel "I have experienced and learnt alot".

Stuggle!!!

what is it???

Struggle is being observed with almost everyone in this world.
Every individual strives hard to achieve or fulfill ones needs.
In doing this what goes unobserved is the hard work or efforts that is laid in satisfying our needs.

Whatever field an individual is, however the situation it may be, an individual will have to rise up with constant efforts in achieving the respective objective.

An individual will have to consider the present situation as its source from where it will have to rip through its life in achieving the goal.

In achieving the target a person will have to adjust with the ups and downs that it will encounter on its way to success.

It will neither have to get over ambitious on immediate success nor will have to get depressed on any failures encountered.

Whole lot of success will only not be identified for your well being but also there maybe equal amount of failures in the path. One will have to make itself fit to adjust in any situation in its life.

Success is not the only aspect of ones life that one should expect every time. Failures are equally important as a collection of failures will be identified as your experience.

Across the City

Monsoon had just begun as it was June in the year 2009. In the mid of June, on a particular day as there was no rain that morning, bright sunshine had welcomed the earth. It was good idea to get out of the house and move across the city. It was chill around but the pace at which people were moving around was the same.

As I had just entered the city, I noticed an incident that took place besides me. It was around 10 in the morning, and everyone seemed in a hurry in approaching their respective workplaces.The accident was terrible due to the way it occured. A man ageing around 30 was on his scooter "Eterno". He wasnt that fast, but driving at a modest speed of around 30kmph. I guess it was the oil on the road that led him to swing on the road which resulted in the scooter travelling in the opposite direction. With the swing, the front of the scooter was facing behind and the rear was facing in the front. He just glided with ease as he escaped unhurt maybe due to the control exerted by him.

As I kept walking, the moment when I actually wanted to crossover the main road to go the other side, I had to halt for around 5-10 minutes. Everyone seemed to be in a hurry with their intention of occupying the road as much as possible in getting ahead of the other. Later I managed to get through.
I purchased few refills for my pens as I have a huge collection of various varieties of pens. My next destination was the Central Library where I go very often. Various kinds of books are available in the Library ranging from Magazines, Story Books, Newspapers, Novels, etc. I mostly read Auto Magazines, Technology related books, Art, etc.
I find reading in the library is a very much effective. As I left the library I saw a old man riding a cycle. He must be around 80 years of age. To my surprise was his athletic behavior as he didn't look old at all. I got a good realization of life at 80.
As usual I moved to Don Bosco where I had done my graduation. I missed all my friends there as mainly due to I met my juniors but my none of classmates had visited on that day.
But I did not loose the opportunity to shoot Basketball into the basket. I never miss my first shot as it went in with great accuracy. I played a small Table Tennis match wherein I focused on improving my ace shots.
I then went to the Ice Cream shop as the climate was getting humid and I too was sweating badly. On leaving the place, I boarded the city bus to travel back to the KTC. It was almost 1 in the afternoon. Many school children were seen in the City as those were the initial days of the school. There were few who either smiled at me or waved their hand to me. We knew each mainly because we travelled together in the same bus.
On getting down at my stop, on the way I realised all the events that took place that morning.

Shopping in the Rain!!!!

In this year 2009, my experience was terrible to start off the rainy season. It so happened that my tenant who is a geologist in SESA wanted to but shirts for himself, so we decided to visit shops in Mapusa. Before leaving for Mapusa, my mother had alarmed me about heavy rainfall in the first week of June. It was 5th of June, it was raining heavily and my tenant decided to leave from our residence as the rain stops. As the rain stopped, he got dressed up to leave. But, I was convincing myself in going despite the climatic conditions. In a brisk of a moment I got dressed up and set to leave with him.
Initially, it was not raining, but on reaching Mapusa, rain started pouring in. We managed to reach to a shop where we got to see good shirts, few branded but they were lacking quality. He purchased one and we moved across to another. After waiting under a shade that was made for a shop we moved across to check in another shop. One of my MCA classmate was residing there. Luckily we met him on the way as he was going out to play football. He informed us about the shop being closed permanently. We than had to walk along the whole way back. Again the same place we halted for shelter. Suprisingly we were standing out of my friends shop. His mother welcomed us and informed us about the carious shops in Mapusa.
This time around when the rain had pulled down a little bit, we marched onto the branded company shops which were located few kilometeres ahead. On the way as it was drizzling slightly we had problem in walking as there were many potholes alongside the road. By the time we reached John Players were were half wet. On entering in, we had almost dirtied their beautiful clean floor. but none was to b blamed. We purchased some shirts and then we moved across to POSHAK, our last visit. On the entrance there I met my relatives who were suprised to see me there. They were asking for my parents as mostly we move together. We continued shopping there. On the other hand rain played total spoilsport but this time we were enjoying inside. We spent almost 3 hours in POSHAK by checking out almost all shirts and trousers there.
The amount that my tenant had planned to spent in shopping was conviniently used. Thereafter, it was 7 in the evening and we were about to leave. Heavy rain did not allow us to move freely across to the bus stop. We were hungry as we were just involved in shopping for hours. On watching a hotel nearby, we just rushed in the like small kids. As it was rainning outside heavily it was very cold enough, my friend wanted to tryout some icecream but since I refused he didn't prefer eating alone. We were served with hot cofee alongwith chole masala. The manager of the hotel was one of my known friends, and he made sure that we were attended properly.
In approaching the bus stand, we had to crossover the market. It was extremely dirty there. Water level was increasing there may be due to uneveness in the market. We escaped from the market manageably. While returning home we boarded a local bus. Initially it was empty, but as the passengers started crowding in life turned out to be worst in the bus. We were very well places but there were people with wet raincoats and umberllas.
As we were approaching our stop in Porvorim, we had a good chat among ourselves discussing all basic thoughts that go around in our life. My tennat is well skilled and he likes to share his views openly. He is a truly perfect guy with years of valuable experience!!!

A Offline Friend.........lol

Ever since I joined Goa University, I had developed a kind of feeling in minds of people that "I am Superior" in most respects.
Over a period of time, I had established a soft relationship with a young, beautiful, talented girl. To describe her, she was innocent though, but never felt that she will change over a period of time. In the initial stages, when we didnt knew each other, we were in search of success to the top priority courses. On actually getting success in our respective courses, we were getting closer through our first face to face chat and then constant messaging on our cells. At one instance, I felt as if I had advanced to a stage wherin a couple share many thoughts, maybe of love or of happiness or, saddness, etc. But, destiny did not wanted it to happen. We personally among ourselves decided to limit the thought processes among ourselves without seeking each others view. She actually messaged me to make me aware of our interpersonal speaking may lead to intervention of people around us thereby creating a doubt in the minds of people. In the beginning I didnt realize the indication of a breakup in our friendship. Since, it is a fact that this girl had lot to share with me, but due to the doubt that she had created in her mind could not act openly. She messaged me many times indicating her troubles, etc. I replied her with a ray of hope. She eventually managed to overcome most of her difficulties, but in the mean time there was a sort of indifference that got created among ourselves which led us actually not to face each other, even speak a single word on a routine meeting.
I consider this girl to be Offline, because it is the right word to describe her in such a situation. Since this girl had entered in my life for a while, I am satisfied to the love she imparted in my life for a while. If its wholely me who is responsible to the debacle between us, then I assure of such instinct do not occur with any of the girl who will walk hand in hand with me, accompanying me to the future.

Thank You, the wonderful girl..........Good Bye

Welcome, my new Friend...... whooz it? I dont kno.....

What I am I m Not!!!

I beleive this is a better way to express my feelings, that I can't express in a face-to-face manner. I hope I will succeed in releiving the stress that I am facing. As I mentioned in the Title "What I am I m Not!!!" yes!!! thats truely right. You wont beleive me, the way I live with the public is enveloping in itself vast amounts of sacrifice, maybe with family, friends, etc. is far different to what I am at home. Sacrifice in terms of my "voice", yes I hav a sound tone that of a Stong Man, but am sacrificing it for my shy attitude.
Though I am blessed by one of the best group of friends, mainly in the University, wherein every individual provides me with sense of inspiration. I wish these respected friends get whole lot of success in their journey of life.
You know friends I hav a goal in my mind, which I too don't know what it is.
The day I will achieve my goals, I sincerely will hope to proove myself that I was the Unforgiven.
On reading this, my close friends, especially from MCA will shower encouragement on me for which I will thank them but will be desperate to change myself at the earliest because "The Quicker the better."
Thank You for spending your valuable time in sharing the worst moments of my life.