What I am I m Not!!!

I beleive this is a better way to express my feelings, that I can't express in a face-to-face manner. I hope I will succeed in releiving the stress that I am facing. As I mentioned in the Title "What I am I m Not!!!" yes!!! thats truely right. You wont beleive me, the way I live with the public is enveloping in itself vast amounts of sacrifice, maybe with family, friends, etc. is far different to what I am at home. Sacrifice in terms of my "voice", yes I hav a sound tone that of a Stong Man, but am sacrificing it for my shy attitude.
Though I am blessed by one of the best group of friends, mainly in the University, wherein every individual provides me with sense of inspiration. I wish these respected friends get whole lot of success in their journey of life.
You know friends I hav a goal in my mind, which I too don't know what it is.
The day I will achieve my goals, I sincerely will hope to proove myself that I was the Unforgiven.
On reading this, my close friends, especially from MCA will shower encouragement on me for which I will thank them but will be desperate to change myself at the earliest because "The Quicker the better."
Thank You for spending your valuable time in sharing the worst moments of my life.