Friday, March 13, 2009

A Offline Friend.........lol

Ever since I joined Goa University, I had developed a kind of feeling in minds of people that "I am Superior" in most respects.
Over a period of time, I had established a soft relationship with a young, beautiful, talented girl. To describe her, she was innocent though, but never felt that she will change over a period of time. In the initial stages, when we didnt knew each other, we were in search of success to the top priority courses. On actually getting success in our respective courses, we were getting closer through our first face to face chat and then constant messaging on our cells. At one instance, I felt as if I had advanced to a stage wherin a couple share many thoughts, maybe of love or of happiness or, saddness, etc. But, destiny did not wanted it to happen. We personally among ourselves decided to limit the thought processes among ourselves without seeking each others view. She actually messaged me to make me aware of our interpersonal speaking may lead to intervention of people around us thereby creating a doubt in the minds of people. In the beginning I didnt realize the indication of a breakup in our friendship. Since, it is a fact that this girl had lot to share with me, but due to the doubt that she had created in her mind could not act openly. She messaged me many times indicating her troubles, etc. I replied her with a ray of hope. She eventually managed to overcome most of her difficulties, but in the mean time there was a sort of indifference that got created among ourselves which led us actually not to face each other, even speak a single word on a routine meeting.
I consider this girl to be Offline, because it is the right word to describe her in such a situation. Since this girl had entered in my life for a while, I am satisfied to the love she imparted in my life for a while. If its wholely me who is responsible to the debacle between us, then I assure of such instinct do not occur with any of the girl who will walk hand in hand with me, accompanying me to the future.

Thank You, the wonderful girl..........Good Bye
Welcome, my new Friend...... whooz it? I dont kno.....